Friday, August 13, 2021

i lied again.

 to myself

to everyone around me

just to make sure no one worries

no one doubted

no one suspicious of the situation.

I would rather end here 

rather than coming out of the truth.

Some situation wanna make me do it myself,

or I will ask from Him. 

Aging for sure taught us many things,

now I can trust the phrase that said,

trust the older peoples' guts.



That was a random burst of tears

comes out of nowhere,

I felt guilty

I felt I was wronged

I felt I need to apologize

at the same time,

I don't know whether it is my fault// 


#rip to me the next 10 years, fgs I wont remember why I published this.

signing out. 

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