to myself
to everyone around me
just to make sure no one worries
no one doubted
no one suspicious of the situation.
I would rather end here
rather than coming out of the truth.
Some situation wanna make me do it myself,
or I will ask from Him.
Aging for sure taught us many things,
now I can trust the phrase that said,
trust the older peoples' guts.
That was a random burst of tears
comes out of nowhere,
I felt guilty
I felt I was wronged
I felt I need to apologize
at the same time,
I don't know whether it is my fault//
#rip to me the next 10 years, fgs I wont remember why I published this.
signing out.
