i needed this

The last draft I wrote was on 26 April 2019. Good thing I only wrote 'assalammualaikum'. Well, here we go again.

Bismillah, assalammualaikum everyone.

Certain things I need to get rid off today. Firstly, how is it being young and well educated when giving opinion to adults is rude? and secondly, what does make she deserved that? These things is on my mind for the rest of my life I've been living. It's personal so I won't elaborate more. I am here just for ME to stay sane.

I could never understands how 'they' think I am being rude when the stuff I am talking is something that is against them? Which is making them feel wronged but things twisted when they 'fire' back at me for being rude to the so called adults. Maybe, that is why I fated to be in Law School so at least my arguments in court wouldn't be turned to 'eh kau biadap eh dengan orang tua' as to win on their side. Ok dah rilek kejap. Saying stuff with emotion is not valid with the people I'm around with lol. The stuff she's been doing is not enough to get whatever she is at right now. She's obtaining stuff while taking advantages on people. Smart I would say. As the matter of fact, I deserved more. I achieved more. Some kind of I'm still a kid isn't the reason I want to listen these days. Because I am not a kid anymore. Even that freaking probably the proudest thing you had right now ALSO, isn't what you solely work by yourself. I know those facts. Don't deny. I really hope one day, I will achieve those with my SOLELY hard work. well, to shove it on your face and said that you didn't had these stuff last time on your own, you took advantages on people you probably loved the most. Being the '---' does not make everything you said is right, stuff you did is right and taking advantages on people is right. Just so you know, sometimes you're INVALID, I would say MOST of the time. I will go above you when I have everything, and I will have EVERYTHING. If Allah wills. 

That's all for now. I hope I won't flip later.

Ramadhan Mubarak.